Start of Something New

Unmotivated

I found it hard to get motivated for days, and then the days turned into weeks and the weeks turned into months, and then I found myself being stagnated and complacent.

Where had my zeal gone?

Where had the desire to succeed gone?

My fire was lost and all I wanted to do was lay in bed, watch TV, eat junk food, drink sodas and sweet tea, and hope I’d feel better from that.

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Speak To Your Body

Matthew 10:1, 8 [GBM]

1 And when he had called to himself his twelve disciples, he gave them authority [over] unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal all kinds of sickness and all kinds of 

8 Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out demons: freely you have received, freely give.

Recently, I had a couple of nights where I was waking up at about three in the morning or the middle of the night, full of pain. The pain was in my stomach and my feet. It was so bad that there was nothing that would help. 

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Struggle No More, Surrender

Effects of The Struggle

Roughly 3 or 4 days ago, I came home extremely exhausted. I was physically and mentally drained. The work I do is very physical. It’s like weightlifting for 3-5 hours. Sometimes, with no break. 

Occasionally, it calls for a lot of walking on top of this. It appears work was getting heavier, and the shifts seemed longer even though they were only 3 hours lately. 

I was working robotically. I couldn’t think straight. I was foggy-brained and confused. I had to think back. This has been going on for at least 2 weeks. But instead of taking a break and resting, I kept pushing. 

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